And the best answer naturally: Because I can. Or on the same level: Why not?
Besides that there are some subreasons. I need to write or talk about something to distill how I think about it. It's all in my head but unsorted, kk, I have all these scraps lying around, now what are they actually telling me? Blog is like a middle course between burdening people around me with same stories, questions and hangups over and over (at least till I somehow have fitted them in somewhere) while not stuck talking to myself running around in the same circles and still having a place where they could read stuffs I'm busy with if wanted (well I don't count me poking them about new blogposts since clearly I don't force them to go there no?).
I needed something that kept my notes and random thoughts together and wouldn't get lost whenever I changed comp or would be hell to sort after and would give me the ability to write whenever I had a comp and net somewhere (not that I intended to go places, but still, one has to look ahead). Also my handwriting is crap to decipher (after a day also for me) and I didn't want to be forced to spend hours of rewriting things in a sorta readable hand (since that also has the risk of just throwing it away or adjusting it to current moodswing).
I started it just to give me something to do while not very able to do much. Then I wanted to start again with the hideous story-of-my-life. Then got up to wanting to keep track of medicine use and side-effects, then got back to really digging into past. And now I guess it's all of that.
A new subreason started somewhere once I figured out I can just point people to blog instead of telling them alllll myself. Look here, I'm a bit odd, go read blog.
Also. I like to write. A lot.
Besides that there are some subreasons. I need to write or talk about something to distill how I think about it. It's all in my head but unsorted, kk, I have all these scraps lying around, now what are they actually telling me? Blog is like a middle course between burdening people around me with same stories, questions and hangups over and over (at least till I somehow have fitted them in somewhere) while not stuck talking to myself running around in the same circles and still having a place where they could read stuffs I'm busy with if wanted (well I don't count me poking them about new blogposts since clearly I don't force them to go there no?).
I needed something that kept my notes and random thoughts together and wouldn't get lost whenever I changed comp or would be hell to sort after and would give me the ability to write whenever I had a comp and net somewhere (not that I intended to go places, but still, one has to look ahead). Also my handwriting is crap to decipher (after a day also for me) and I didn't want to be forced to spend hours of rewriting things in a sorta readable hand (since that also has the risk of just throwing it away or adjusting it to current moodswing).
I started it just to give me something to do while not very able to do much. Then I wanted to start again with the hideous story-of-my-life. Then got up to wanting to keep track of medicine use and side-effects, then got back to really digging into past. And now I guess it's all of that.
A new subreason started somewhere once I figured out I can just point people to blog instead of telling them alllll myself. Look here, I'm a bit odd, go read blog.
Also. I like to write. A lot.
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