I know there is a link between those three. I'm just not sure what is connected in what way to which. Or well I think I know, but not able to find the words for it. But then again, it's fecking late. And I kinda feel a bit depressed.
We have luxury problems mostly. Did our parents or our grandparents ever had time to think about their miserable lives? I think they just went on with it. It's not that long when all you had to do was keep on breathing, earn a living, raise your kids and not whine since it wouldn't help anything. Now we have welfare, choices we can make (no matter we have no clue what we're actually choosing). I believe (yadayada, you can only believe in something that can't be proven exists, else it would be a certainty no? Which would kinda kill the believecrap) that I am born in the wrong time. It should have been earlier or later (well, one can hope there is a future somewhere no?), but this so isn't my time. Nor my world. So I'm born wrongly, then put someplace I didn't ask for.
The only real choice one has is when to end it and how.
Oh and my topic isn't the best pick. *curls up and weeps*
We have luxury problems mostly. Did our parents or our grandparents ever had time to think about their miserable lives? I think they just went on with it. It's not that long when all you had to do was keep on breathing, earn a living, raise your kids and not whine since it wouldn't help anything. Now we have welfare, choices we can make (no matter we have no clue what we're actually choosing). I believe (yadayada, you can only believe in something that can't be proven exists, else it would be a certainty no? Which would kinda kill the believecrap) that I am born in the wrong time. It should have been earlier or later (well, one can hope there is a future somewhere no?), but this so isn't my time. Nor my world. So I'm born wrongly, then put someplace I didn't ask for.
The only real choice one has is when to end it and how.
Oh and my topic isn't the best pick. *curls up and weeps*
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